I am oh so happy that the Pumpkin Farm is open now. We have this big farm about 20mins away. They have a little train, a scarecrow contest (which our preschool enters in every year), stores, a petting zoo, little play areas scattered about...it is such a blast. I am so excited...Hayden should really be able to enjoy it this year. He was just a baby last year.
The family has been sick lately....I am so sick of being sick. I just want to be healthy again. It is going on 8months since I have been sick (with my extreemely low iron and red blood cells). Still no idea why...Have been through test after test, weekly shots, change of diet, etc etc.
Brandon is almost done with his home office out back. I am really not looking forward to it. I know that sounds awful...don't get me wrong. I just don't want him so close. It will be hard on the boys. They won't understand why they can't go hang with daddy. I feel like we will have to be quieter. I am worried that he will work longer hours (if that is possible)....all around not feeling good about it. But....we can't afford office space elsewhere and I am sure his dad and Gil are more than ready to get him out of their house (where he has his temp office set up).
My grandparents and mom are getting ready to go to Hawaii...I sooooo want to go! And some dear friends (two seperate families) are getting ready to go to Disney land. I want to go with them too. I am feeling so......resentful that we don't have the money to do that kind of stuff.
Ahhhh.....man! I am just a big ole pit of negativity today. I better sign off and come back when I have something nice to say, hehe.